Believe me=)

2011-09-29T14:21:00.002+08:00

Hi guys! The Society has printed some 3000 copies of the 2012 calendars for fundraising purpose. The cost of each calendar is SGD10.00, of which the whole sum will be used by the Society to benefit the patients. Below are some of the photos that you can expect:

Please note that the Haemophilia Society of Singapore is not a member of the Community Chest of Singapore and derives its income mainly ffrom donations and fund raising projects. The society therefore depends on the generosity of kind donors and well-wishes to support its works.

For those who are interested, please contact me by email or leave a message and your contact details on the blog. I promise to get back to you as soon as possible.

Today I dun feel like doing anything...

2011-09-28T11:49:00.001+08:00

Cant sleep at night these days.

This long MC is a love-hate relationship. I will try to enjoy it while it lasts:)

New photo:)

Fundraising: Buy our 2012 calendars!!

2011-09-24T10:56:00.002+08:00

Please note that the Haemophilia Society of Singapore is not a member of the Community Chest of Singapore and derives its income mainly ffrom donations and fund raising projects. The society therefore depends on the generosity of kind donors and well-wishes to support its works. Please order via any of the contact details, make payments/donations available to the details mentioned below:

Please Direct all donations (Cheques only) to:

"Haemophilia Society of Singapore"
Farrer Road P.O. Box 0273
Singapore 912810

Please write your NRIC at the back of your cheque for tax exempt purpose.

Email:

haemophilia.sg@gmail.com

Tel: +65 81635141 (Dr Gan Kim Loon)

Fax: +65 64490523

THANK YOU!!!

P.S. will also like to take the opportunity to thank Phoon Huat & Co (PTE) LTD, for kindly sponsoring the prints of the calendars. A very kind gesture indeed:D

2011-07-23T23:37:00.002+08:00

It's been a long time since I've last blogged.

I'm very unhappy recently, especially when i need to go home. Everything is a mess.

So what if it's a family business, why do i hold the responsibility to make everything right?

No appreciation for work done, discouraging comments for every minor mistakes.

Only at "home", im branded with irresponsible, arrogant, useless and many other crude remarks.

Isn't this supposed be a place to rest and recharge? Why do i feel more drained each day.

2010-12-24T22:24:00.000+08:00

IT's Been a long time:)

Wish u guys a MERRY CHRISTMAS and a HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

2010-09-21T00:11:00.002+08:00

I enjoy the thrill of facing challenges. enjoy the sense of satisfaction when I overcome these challenges.

2010-09-01T00:28:00.002+08:00

Did i say that the camera is mine? No. Did i stop u from loaning out the camera? No.

Why in the world would you think that me not answering to my room's door meant "come in"? Fine, that aside, u asked for the cam, so i just tell u that im charging the batt. Put it simply, means that u can come collect it wen it's ready la! U dropped my lens, not even a sorry. Claimed that i put both my lenses on the side of the bed. Why would i do that? Truth is, the lenses were in the bag. U in the attempt of looking for the camera, open the lenses divisions and the lens drop out by the way u hold the bag. Mind u, i bought the lenses, u did nth. Am i supposed to smile and tell u "it's ok."?

U are damn smart, but you take everything else for granted. You dun even know how to use the cam, y do u "need" the cam? U have ur compact, y need to use the DSLR. And then u said u want to lend it to others to use. So am i doing the right thing to let u loan it to other pple to take? What kind of services do u want me to provide you wen u barge into my room in the middle of the night while im asleep?

2010-08-29T23:50:00.002+08:00

it has been an eventful month for the mth of August. NDP, YOG, Alumni Gathering.

There are somethings that i want to tell you but i will risk jeopardizing our friendship. Yet at the same time, i dun wish to lie to you... How i wish u will one day just ask me to tell you--- I probably will.

off to sleep. Good luck to you

2010-08-06T03:34:00.002+08:00

I had 3 dreams in a row that i want to wake up from. That leads to why I am awake and blogging at this time.

1.) Me and my cousins went out together, but im the only one who managed to return home safely. Their parents were all having a gathering @ my grandparents place (i dunno y i went there but in the dream, that was the home to return to). I didn't know how to explain to them when they all stared @ me. Woke up. Time :23 30

2.) The pig dream... Was in the lift when this pig runs to the closing door, only to get shot by the "hunter" chasing it. To closer friends, i would have told u i had this dream repeatedly when i was in pri sch-sec sch. The pig dies no matter wad i do. Woke up. 00 42

3.) Dreamt that i woke up in the morning preparing to go to camp. then saw my bro standing at the doorway between the 2 kitchens. So i went into the study and collected my uniform. I thought he was in a daze, so i called out to him, "hey, y are u stoning there." Only then he managed to move and speak. It was like he finally managed to free himself. then he told me, " I dunno wad is happening, a force is making me watch u by the grills." (For those who came to my hse before, he was refering to the side entrance into the hse, where there big fish tank is.) Then I quickly walked out of the study to take a look at the metal grills and my brother was standing there with a very helpless face. Then i saw my mum driving out of the car porch. I dunno what was happening but i just forced myself to wake up anyway. woke up. 02 34

The last dream kept me awake till now.

2010-08-03T19:04:00.002+08:00

There are so many things that I want to buy but i simply don't have the money.

Makes me wonder if i have what it takes to keep me going. This entire NS thing is a total waste of time. There are no challenges in the things I do and as such, definitely no sense of satisfaction. I wish all these will end soon...

2010-07-23T00:55:00.002+08:00

i thought of living life like a dream, only to realise that it just takes one moment to realise u're awake. And then everything changes. Worse of all, the dream was nv dreamt ever again...

2010-06-27T23:31:00.001+08:00

2nd weekend that i stayed at home..

Watched glee and a few other movies.

I want to go out and take photos. Who will come with me?

2010-06-25T17:48:00.003+08:00

Instead of being on the same side, you chose to believe that i betrayed you. I'm sorry if my actions got you into any troubles, but I hope you can understand that i was just getting my job done.

2010-06-20T22:07:00.002+08:00

Entertainment wasn't budgeted for this month, so weekend movie/drama marathon-ed at home the whole weekend. Super no life. But i guess extremely busy people would have taken the above mentioned statement as a sarcastic remark. FYI, i didn't mean that at all=)

Completed Alpha Protocol.

It suddenly struck me that everything is so dramatic. It didn't have to end like that, but let's just say i've made a huge mess out of it...

2010-06-12T20:05:00.002+08:00

Bought a new lens, 50mm f/1.8. Bought some filters for both my lens as well, burnt $181 in the process=/

Was supposed to go photo shooting with Michele but guess my leg wasn't tt well... Met up with Zhiyi instead just to get the lens. Dint get much to shoot during the process, but we had ice cream twice.

Cathay Photo is really a nice place. After i made my purchase, the salesperson still thought me stuff regarding photography with the absolute idea that it's not gonna make me pay more. Dint know such services still existed in the in Singapore. conversely, when i went into this particular shop, the shop owner was talking about prices all the time. Disgusting. But i let him go on giving him the idea that i was going to spend but obviously i wasnt gng to:) Not gng to name the shop, but for those who are concerned, it's the one at perninsula plaza, facing perninsula shopping centre. opposite to POSB. Hope this is "ambiguous" enough!

want to buy:
1.) NIssin Di866 flash gun
2.) Canon Batt Grip (dad is a left handle so the camera isnt really for him)

Schedule update:
14th/19th June: Driving
17th JUne: Meeting with Wanting,YongEn, Siwen
3rd July: ALN meeting
9th July: TP
23rd July: Elbow procedure.

2010-06-02T22:24:00.002+08:00

Awesome...

DSLR made me wanna buy a lot of stuff. prime lens, lens filter, dry box/cabinet, flash... The list will go on...

Met up with isabella and michele (at last) for dinner. walked around looking for the abovementioned items..PEIXIN!! MAKE URSELF FREEEE

the thought scares me seriously. How will i survive the remaining time there... Haiz...

reminder to self--
5th june: NH ALUMNI AGM/SK's wedding
9th July: Driving Prac test
12th July: Elbow rhenium-sectomy procedure

2010-05-23T10:06:00.002+08:00

They question my next move, which i don't know it myself. I would happily reply, I've got a rich father to depend on.

Eventually, i get to understand the structure and the system of the whole company. But when i ask myself, will i be happy if i were to take over the business, i stopped to think. Maybe it's about pragmatism after all. Besides, it's not like i have a lot of choices anyway. If anyone has any event organizing jobs to reccomend to me, I would gladly take it up:))

2010-04-19T00:42:00.002+08:00

Ive been doing a lot of kite flying lately. It's an activity that can allow u to open up to random people in the public. It feels good that any random person on the field speaks the same language. It's really a good feeling. So i have to say this, i don't mind flying alone. Because once I'm at the field, i feel like i can communicate with anyone there.

Took my approx. 60m snake kite out for a test drive. Couldn't take off, probably due to the wait of the long tail. So i attached my Sotong kite to the skeleton of the snake and let the sotong carry my snake up. Because i was flying 2 kites with one string, the high tension had cut a few strings on the way up. felt so guilty looking at those poor little kites drift away. Haiz.. brought it down after a while and flew solely the sotong. Then went home:)

Who will join me nxt week?

2010-04-05T01:21:00.002+08:00

I realised that all the dramas that i'm watching are made up of unrealistically simple misunderstandings. A lot of decisions and behaviors that are unnecessary, became the important parts of the show. If all these reflects the truth of our lives, maybe then things could be a lot easier.

The truth has been told, but for my side of the story, i doubt there's going to be a happy ending. What can I give u? What can I provide you with? The questions ought to be about you, but I have always told my side of the story. I guess it's all a prank that life has played on me. I must say " NICE ONE A"

I want to go fly kite again, the only thing that I've truly enjoyed all these while.

只有在你面前，我不用表现出一副坚强的样子。就算是最丑的画面都让你看见了，我也不在乎。因为我相信你。

2010-03-30T02:53:00.002+08:00

Thx to Ms Moh again, im watching 下一站，幸福。 Quite a nice show. I think Taiwan scriptwriters are really good at making the slightest details into the most beautiful memories of the actor or actress. This, i find it really amazing=D

Overclocked processor to 3.2 GHz and plugged in my second graphics card. Realised the only thing i did for the past 2 days, is watching drama on funshion. LOL! A bit wasted.

May all those who are reading, sleep well, and good lucks for whatever is going on. =)

2010-03-22T01:29:00.002+08:00

In case u din know, i got a new COMPUTER! LIKE OMG!

HAHA. Helped my dad to get some comps for his new office so i quote in the price for my own computer as well=) And Dad says OK! :)

Specs as follows:

Intel Core i7 930
6GBDDR3 RAM
1TB WD Black series HDD
5770 GFX card~

WOOHOO~!

Removing my cast tml. THen i can walk again:))

2010-03-16T00:00:00.003+08:00

Was planning to loiter ard Jp wen i saw WeiJie at Challenger. Gave me something to think about. LOL. He lost his adapter for his desktop hard disk. Loitered with a purpose at least:)

Came home then kena complain my letters are not drafted correctly, tables drawn wrongly etc.. Wth la. It's not that i do anything wrongly lo. U guys have a hard time describing what you all want, i can only try to figure out what is best for the situation. If u dun like it, fine, i'll get it change then. But i dun understand why u are still doubting my efforts in completing all the assignments.

Then after awhile, kena complain the comp very lag. Apparently some slut go download stuff and put in my mum's desktop, which results in C drive clogging. Did a reformat, went to take a shower. Right after that, complained that the desktop cant log on to the net. The same slut actually went to disconnect the modem from the router such that the entire wireless network could not connect to the internet. Is this plain selfish or foolish? Introducing my elder sister. NTU, graduating soon. I hope not all NTU students are like that=/

To end off, i hope that u will recover from ur injuries soon. U used to always tell me to be careful and stuff, but u are not doing it. Please take care alright?

2010-03-15T02:27:00.002+08:00

I was lucky to have my junior, Ms Moh Zhiyi to accompany me to the IT show.

crowded like =.= but we managed to squeeze tru the crowd la. Bought some networking gadgets. Iphone haven receive, Ms Moh already bought 3 cases for it. LOL.

Dinner at crystal Jade, dessert at Bakerzin, went shopping. Managed to control myself from buying more shoes and shirt. Cabbed home.

The uncle is fucked up. He says that i only told him to go bukit timah, never tell him tt i was going jurong. Then fine la, this kind of attitude, i just say if dun want go then i just alight and take another cab la. Then he dun want. Fine. Reach my hse already then he was like saying live big house then big deal, can boss pple around. Wtf. I was so pissed. Wad did i do to boss him around man. PMSing old man.. threw 20 dollars for a 18 bucks fare. Shouted " Liang Kuai gei ni mai liang cha!" ($2 for u to buy some herbal drinks) Then stepped out and slammed the door really hard. Then he came out of the car also, but Xiao Bai barked at him damn loudly. So he went back and drove off.

I have camp tml but im still here because i just figured out wad caused the internet to be down. Fixed in the new router and everything. Got shouted at for nothing by sister.

Was jabbing, saw this bubble in the blood. Dint bother, pumped it in. Let's see wad happens on my hum ji suicide attempt. LOL!

Take care pple. I enjoyed myself. Thanks Moh~

2010-03-14T00:13:00.002+08:00

If it hurts you to hurt me, then please stop it. Reason being, i feel twice the pain...

2010-03-13T18:04:00.002+08:00

Woke up at 8 then stayed in the office trying to figure out wad my dad's worker has written for the additional claims. Description has to be pin point accurate so that the claim can be approved, so i have to be extremely careful in trying to decipher what somethings meant... Went to repair comp at 1, returned at 3, continue to figure out...

And so I'm very glad to say that, I've finally completed the claim sheet! Wahahha.

It's going to be a tough man. Will Marina Bay Sands really be able to open in April? Hmmm...

2010-03-13T00:01:00.002+08:00

U wun believe this, but i will be so proud of u. I already am, just that i dun express it.

Had my first driving lesson today. Everything went well except for one time wen i was moving off, my mum called me. If you had ever experienced, concentrating so much on doing something that the slightest things will scare u. I released the clutch wen the car was just moving off. Stall... Thanks mum..

as for u, i only wish that everything went well=D

All the best everyone and take care.

2010-03-12T04:03:00.000+08:00

it hurts to see u work urself out like tt. i wish i can provide for u everything tt u need. i wish tt u will have more time each day. but u'll probably work it away anw... im sorry i cant do anything to help for the moment. please take care of urself ok? haiz

2010-03-10T22:04:00.002+08:00

I handled the store alone for pm session... Lights were flickering and the air con turned on and off on it's own. Then i realised that it was the motion sensor at work. Everytime the lights went out i will go over to the switch to take a closer look, then they came back on. Fortunately, I recognized the little sensors on the lamp covers.

Although it's a 5pm day, the hours seem extremely hard to pass. Repeated my check-time@5-mins-interval stunt. Cool shit.

2010-03-10T00:26:00.002+08:00

Thanks for everything. Im really touched by how u kept urself free just for today. i hope you will keep urself free on ur own bday, so that i can celebrate with you=D

Im 20. Thanks for all the facebook posts on the wall, msn msgs, smses, cards and presents.

By midnight, all those that i expected to wish me, wished me. Thank you, all of you.

2010-03-07T23:19:00.002+08:00

MY personal kite is totally AWESOME! THANKS EVERYONE! Totally enjoyed myself flying kite! :)

2010-03-04T23:16:00.002+08:00

It felt like there was a Ctrl+Z involved. Haha.

My first RSO today. My doctor is on leave so im not sure how am I gng to get her to write me an MC. Hmmm... My ankle and shin bone was forming a straight line wen i woke up this morning.A lot like those ballerinas tipping their toes. Couldn't support my weight at all and could only depend on my right leg. The first time it happened, i tried to flatten my foot against the ground and stood there for 20 mins or so and i managed to walk off just fine. This time round it hurts a lot. Couldnt take the weight at all. Gave up at 7.30am. Smsed my RQ that I wasn't turning up. Went back to sleep. Miraculously, everything was fine when i woke up again at 1pm.. Nice...

The Illusionist is a nice show. Although some of the routines done through film editing, wad is really nice are all the small little stories involved. Gave me this hope that there are still good script writers alive in Singapore. so (Y)!

All the best to those collecting results tml=)

2010-03-04T13:20:00.000+08:00

There was once when i as shaken.

Not by the earthquakes. LOL~

2010-03-03T23:35:00.002+08:00

Let's examine the effects of different knives cutting through someone.

1.) A sharp knife : Probably a sharp pain, but will be over soon.
2.) A Blunt knife: Maybe less pain, but the pain will spread over a long period of time.

Then there's this combination, of a sharp knife and a material tt never seem to tear. The pain so intense and never ending.

Poke poke poke poke poke poke poke...

2010-03-03T20:42:00.002+08:00

I tried to enjoy my work, so that i will want to do more, so that i have less time. The day came today, when my upper study is not around. Just the right day he took off. Did all the work that Im supposed to complete and did his work as well. In the end i still had free time. I tried to take a nap. Then i went to MESS to play with the auntie's son. Im hoping everything will distract me. Shall gym tml. Im tired. I should be sleeping. But dozing off wakes me up. Goodbye today, hello tml.

2010-02-27T13:14:00.002+08:00

Why cant they accept the idea? It's something that is necessary. Not that I'm asking from them, I'm asking for a loan. Is it so difficult for them? No. To them it's a small amount. But for me they are big numbers. I was making a rational transaction. Fixed spending with savings. Says " Sorry, we don't use money from the future." Then I ask " Why is the house on mortgage? Why is the car on installment?" Because it is expensive to them, they say. Expensive to them, they take up a loan with interest. And when im trying to take up a loan from them, they are 100% in objection.

Everyone asks me to talk to parents. I cant speak to my dad, so i tried to reason out with my mum. But i dun understand why she always see such conversations as arguments. How am I to communicate? How am I to discuss? Im already trying to lighten their burden as far as possible, what is expected of me? Told me im supposed to get paid $800 per mth for helping out in the office work. I do my best, claims, quotation, photos evidences, of which most 20 year-old these days would not have known about. But where's the pay that im promised? Nothing. But i faithfully do all of the above whenever the situation calls for. Not enough? $800 per mth is enough to fulfill my purchase in just 3 mths, with change. But it was a straight rejection anyway. Not even willing to top up for my phone bills. " Now that u are in army, u will have to support urself." Army allowance will have to cover for my transportation, food, R&R, driving lessons. So how long will it take then for me to save up that amount to pay in full? I explained myself. But there's simply no understanding. Introducing, my parents..

Alumni CNY celebration went on quite smoothly. Thanks to those who came over to help out earlier. People like Kian Koon, Rosse, Jasmine, Rachel, James ( Hope i dint miss out any). It's really fun working with u guys. As a matter of fact, it's the presence of you people that made my day. So thank you=D

2010-02-25T23:01:00.001+08:00

Im not sure if it was due to my anticipation for tml, but today seemed damn long for me. It was such a boring day that i got the kick out of playing solitaire and bubble breaker on my phone...=.=
Somethings are not getting better. The more friendly people are going off for a month to be on course, leave me with the more hostile pple in the store.. Haiz... 2 outcomes: either i become more bonded with them, or i dun. On the better side of things, the cookhouse served hot, crispy fries today! It's like a miracle!

So looking forward to tml! Gng early to help set up for the evening. Interested in helping out do come down early as well:) See u guys tml!!!

OH! Gng Moovie after that with awesome pple=P

2010-02-22T07:55:00.000+08:00

What's there to be hopeful for when half the office are non chinese? It's either u try to blend in with them or you dun. there are so few of them that I feel comfortable with. Maybe it's me always trying to make comparison with the past... Let's just say I've been warned about this situation already... morning walks become unpleasant for now...

2010-02-21T23:08:00.002+08:00

9 days of break. Had enough. Many things happened during the 9 days and i learned to look forward, the hard way. On the brighter side of things, a lot of plans by the alumni is being accepted by the school after a discussion of our future proceedings. So im going to keep myself busy for now. Not gng to care about everything else.

It's nice to have a gathering with friends, so there was one night when Michele, Isabella, Rosse and Darren came over to my hse for a mini gathering. Main aim was to update the Windows 7 on Michele's laptop, but i guess we had fun chatting in my room. Then proceeded to 907 for supper and then sent all the gals back, and had a good man to man talk with Darren while waiting for 99 to come. Really nice, too bad Peixin is down with FYP...

Up Next: MARCH BDAY CELEBRATION! (Rosse & Darren please take note=D)

Trip to Malaysia is nice, get to meet up with all the "long lost" cousins. Everyone brings back a partner, starts to give out ang baos. Only bad thing is the house is already very old so the environment is not very habitable, especially for pple like us who are used to the clean and green city environment. Plus the fact that most cousins are able to drive now, they prefer not to stay over anymore. By the time countdown to CNY started, most are no longer in anymore. Chatted with my aunts and uncles in the middle of the night till almost 4am. The last part was rather dry because the topic was on Malaysia's politics, of which i know nothing about. Just listened, and thank God it ended. Woke up at 7am the nxt day to prepare for some traditional ceremony. =.=

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My Schedule:

23rd Feb : Dinner with Michele (PM)
26th Feb : Alumni CNY Celebration (PM)
1st March: Appointment with Dr Koh (AM/PM)
5th March: Dinner with KK, Rachel, Zhiyi (PM)
8th March: FTT (PM)
9th March: Dinner with Jasmine (PM)
19th March: Radio Isotope Injection

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2010-02-01T18:40:00.002+08:00

there was a talk about Vday in the office today. Apparently all those with gfs are complaining about the fact that Vday coincides with CNY, and coincidentally most of them are chinese too. So cant really celebrate it on that day. Then everyone shared what they did on Vday, so i started recalling what my experiences:

1.) Dunno what flowers to buy
2.) heart-shaped balloons
3.) Rose presentation to teachers
4.) Inter-school flower deliveries.
5.) Chocolates
6.) candies
7.) Received flowers from gals. ( before that happened, i din know gals could give flowers to guys.)

Cant rmb what i tot of then, but above are some of the more prominent ones. Oh well, Vday in school is just too nice to forget. Everyone giving out presents and candies, write nice cards to one another. So sweet right? =D

then when i was leaving camp, there were 2 gals standing at the gate giving out flyers. They were from florist and are trying to promote their Vday packages. LOL! It's so ex it will just wipe out my mthly pay if i were to purchase any of the packages. lol. They think NSmen will buy all that stuff, they are wrong... Those who can afford will leave the campsite in a car, who will give them the flyers then? LOL! Dumbasses...

Particularly angry with the clerks at CAC PLC today. Ask me fill in G50 form, then still need referees one.. So called up 2 frens to collect data from them to complete the form. So i happily handed in the form back to CAC, then was told to go up another portal to complete more particulars. Ok... Fine, wen back to the office, then the page prompted me for user ID and password. ID is IC so it's fine. PW is i dunno wad shit. i went back and forth between the office and CAC numerous times. When i was enquiring about the problems that i faced, the clerk told me that the portal is idiot proof. KNNBCCB. I kept my cool, and replied in his face " so sorry, how about u get me someone who knows more things than u do?" Then he go call some DXO to help me. damn pissed la. Im like damn tired after being fired with a lot of questions from the OC and he gave me that bullshit. Ended up the password is none that he have mentioned. the DXO managed to log in on her comp but somehow i just can do it back in the office. So in the end i did not get the clearance today...

Played super hiong bball today. kind of nice. thurs im on a half day, fri im also on a half day. thurs for medical appointment then meeting with NH's principal. friday is for some NE tour thing. Haha. Im loving it=D

2010-01-29T15:44:00.000+08:00

was having my breakfast wen someone from starhub smsed me to send in the model number of my phone such that they could send me the data connection settings for my phone. for those who din knw, i upgraded my fone plan to a data plan such that i can surf with my htc snap non-cam version in the camp. so far there's nth much to do la, so it gets a little boring at times. as well as several other issues that is taking place in the office, i just wish that i have a place to vent out my frustrations.

anyway, i would like to let you guys know one impt fact, that my 12gb data plan has been activated!! and this post is submitted via my htc snap=) the keyboard is really nice to press such that i allowed myself to type such a long message !

Payroll will come on the 6th of feb, so i guess i will use a portion for my cny clothes:)

tt's all for now. time for a quick nap. Zzzz

2010-01-22T22:01:00.002+08:00

The viewers count turned 8000=D

It's been 2 weeks since i was enlisted to HQ transport. Life was meaningless there until i was posted to an office. My mentors and boss are very nice pple. Boss doesnt put on any air and the mentors are teaching me a lot of things. Beside work related stuff, there's also survival skills to be learned to survive NS. HAha.

When there are work to do, we get really busy. When there's nothing to do, there's really nothing to do. So i was tasked with a seemingly impossible mission: to find myself a non-camera smart phone and upgrade my plan to data plan. So i think after new year i will go get my HTC SNAP NON CAM!!

Im contented. Till further notice. Sleeping. Good night.

2010-01-20T20:24:00.002+08:00

Enlisted!

NHOC was ok for the sec 1s i guess. rushed to NH after i fall out from camp so as to help them set up the stage for flight 2010. put up the banner but the deco is still on the way. Ended up only with some cupboard as deco. the entire night was kind of screwed up because there were some misunderstanding between the planning comm and the class councilors. Instead of 3-4 mins for each class performance, the classes were told to perform 8 to 10 mins. 1 class even exceeded 20 mins.. a very lousy idea from the beginning, extended.... alumni performed last, crowd went high, it felt really good. Video of xien dong( if u haven realised, he is the terrorist..) marked the end of Flight 2010. program overrun by 40 plus mins. mass dance and coordinated dancing was called off. haiz...

when sze ping came over to talk to me after the whole event, he told me that the night was the best one out of 3 years. I seriously cant tell if he really meant it or he just said that to console me. It was after the sec 1s proceeded to their night games that i realised i haven eaten. in fact the entire alumni team have not eaten. so i went down to get rice for myself and rodson. on my way down, i got a call from SC pple. the sec 1s are back. LOL. night games were cut from 11 stations to merely 3 to 4 stations. Poor thing.Helped to solve the long queue problems for bathing stations... mass shower for the guys and then releasing the guys toilet for the gals to use. you shud see the boys taking shower tgt. first shy shy, then they like play around laugh around. LOL. Alan helped to shower them. HAHAHA. shouted into the gals toilet that the school is gng to shut the water supply. JOKE! haha.

James and KianWee celebrated their bday!

Gave up the alumni sleeping quaters to infocommers so that they can do their video. How can the school not assign any place for them to rest?

Discovered a new use for the alumni room: to sleep.
I dunno when was the last time the carpet was cleaned, but everyone just laid down and sleep. LOL! it was quite hilarious how we try to wake kian koon up in the morning. E.g. we placed and inflated balloon between his legs and popped it. his knees fell back into place, he slept on...

Played songs for the dance session the following day. Kept looping. Everyone kept dancing, in the hall, on the stage. I stopped, they shouted for encore. LOL. credits to weixiang=.=

end of camp~~

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I would like to thank the following to make the event possible:

Alumni Performers:
- Beatbox team: I told you guys that i will get u all the stage to test out the mics, but i couldnt. So sorry about that. there was very little communication between us so a lot of details were not made known. I apologize for all the inconvenience. you guys are great, all the songs put together is just brilliant. Thanks a lot for giving the first jab of enthusiasm into the sec 1s=D
- Dance crew: Im sorry for keeping u guys out of the school for 1 hour on a sunday. im sorry for not being able to provide you guys the stage on a saturday. As a matter of fact, food for the day wasnt arranged as well. Initially told u guys that the stage can be used from 4 onwards on the day itself but it was still in use. for everything, i apologize. Your appearance, song mix, transitions were great. The sec 1s were screaming non stop, goes to show that they enjoyed it very much. Thanks so much for coming down even though most of you were not from nan hua. despite all the dragging, u guys dint get mad or anything. Just to let u guys know, u guys are really good. Have more confidence in yourselves=D
Auto-pilots:
- Khoo Kian Koon: Thanks for imparting all the knowledge u have learnt from JJ camps, all the ideas and stuff.
- Rachel Chen: Thanks for skipping ur OGL meetings for NHOC meetings. And of cos for letting us laugh at u=D
Thank you both for stepping up and taking over everything. u 2 really make a good team. =D
Alumni Leaders: Thanks to those who graduated and came back to help. Includes pple in the ALN as well as those in the SC, not forgetting those who just came back to enjoy, but ended up helping out. THANKS SO MUCH! we really needed the extra manpower since the existing helpers were very disorganized. Kian Koon also feedback that u guys are super efficient!!
Sze Ping: Thanks for taking your time to teach a bunch of noobs how to paint banners!=D
Mr Chan: Thanks for giving the alumni this opportunity to work so closely with the school in planning the camp. This is the first time the alumni participated so much in the camp. Let's hope that nxt year's camp will be a better one=)

In all, if you think that you helped out in some ways, i am thanking you. =P Im old, memory a bit poor a. If i cant rmb u, dun get angry ok?

Hope all of you enjoyed yourselves. SEE U GUyS SOON!!

2010-01-02T09:17:00.002+08:00

Sorry for being MIA for New Year's Eve and New Year Day itself. Down with this new year fever, for real. Slept at about 11 on the eve cos felt really tired after setting up the gigantic table for the street countdown party. Woke up in the morning with 37.8. slept on till lunch after eating panadol. woke up with 38. Lunch, showered, panadol-ed again and went back to sleep. Woke up at dinner time with 38.7 or so. Dinner and panadol-ed again but wasnt able to get anymore sleep. Head was twitching. Took temperature at about 10pm and it read 39.4~~ And then new year day's over the nxt time i woke up.

Still running a temp of 38.0. gng to see doc later. Haiz.. So much for a positive outlook.

2009-12-29T23:30:00.002+08:00

When i know my schedule better after im enlisted, i will get a job. Probably sales, at JP?

OC is coming into the final stages already. There was a meet up with most of the leaders, on 28th. I must say it's a fun process. Although there was a minor hiccup, i think it was resolved rather easily. I think there was some discomfort regarding the alumni poking into matters, but i guess we are all alright after trashing everything out during the debrief. Im glad everything went well.

Looking forward to everything. I want everything to be flawless.

2009-12-19T11:55:00.002+08:00

Am i afraid?

Received my long anticipated letter from MINDEF Singapore. Date 15 December 2009, it read

"You are hereby required under Section 10 of the Enlistment Act (Cap 93), to report for enlistment on 11 Jan 2010 at 10:30am to CMPB. You will be serving a restricted form of national service and will not be required to undergo basic military training as long as your medical fitness remains. After the enlistment procedures at CMPB, you will be post to unit TPT COMD HQ"

First thing that struck me. No Tekong for me. Nxt up, the date. Camp is on the 15th, enlistment is on the 11th. Wad about the "i will inform you 2 months in advance" policy? Or was there such a policy at all? It was more like a 2 weeks in advance. Well, when the country calls for you, you gotta go. was pre-planning for my absence at the camp until i was told that the proposal "should be" handed in already. So current status of full camp proposal is still unknown. =.=

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Going to catch OPUS34.2 later on=D

Going out with Siwen, Yong En, Wan TIng=D (22nd Dec)

Going to sell uniforms at the Sec 1 registration again=D ( 23rd Dec )

Going to renew my passport! (24th Dec)

Going for 409 gathering=D (27th Dec)

Meeting All the NH Student Leaders ! (28th Dec)

Main Alumni Meeting! (3rd jan)

Basic Theory Test! (5th Jan)

2009-12-14T21:22:00.002+08:00

To Ms Tan Xiao Wei

Im so sorry for not calling you after i reached NHHS this afternoon. Hope you 大人不记小人过, forgive my forgetful mind ok?

Yours truly,
Wong Yang Ping
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If u are reading this part, then u are a busybody trying to find out wad the above dedication is for. Ok. Read on, I will....

What happened was there's supposed to be a meeting with the Student Council today. So i was on my way to NH around 1 plus. While i was waiting for KK at pioneer station. I got this call from a very familiar number. (LOL) It's Ms Tan Xiao Wei on the other line. Said that she was applying for relief teaching at NHHS and got a feeling that i wud be in school. HAHA. So i told her i will call her after i reach school... She even offer me a ride to clementi after that, like even before we could even meet up. Nice right? haha.~

KK came, board the train, alighted at clem, met weijie, cabbed to school, started meeting, ended meeting, went to clementi to find paint for banner painting. Then i realised i din call Ms Tan Xiao Wei back.

Tt's how it all happened=.=

Anyway, just thought that it was nice of her to have thought of me when she went back to NH. Like who will even call la? Haha. I mean i wun la. There are times that certain place that i go to remind me of someone special, but i dun recall anytime that i actually pick up the phone and called that particular person. Plus what are the chances that the person is really there~ LOL.

SO, I really appreciate that phone call in the afternoon and hope u are not angry with me! Actually i know you are not, but, yea lo. HAHA! Take care and hope you get the job=D

2009-12-11T01:12:00.002+08:00

I have this crazy idea in mind, that is to landscape my room so that it becomes really cosy. Then i can invite frens over for sleep over or wadever. HAHA! Sounds like fun, and expensive as well...

Anyway, to those of you who are asking me to plan gatherings, I will be straightforward. It's not as simple as it seem. Just contacting the right pple is already an issue. Plus the cost, plus the cleaning up afterwards. It's not that i do not want to plan for a meet up. But i want to make this clear that i dun owe anyone anything. Just because i had it regularly in the past means i will carry on doing it for the years to come. I would very much want to meet up with u guys again. But i dun have the time to do the plannings just yet. Please understand.

Looking on the bright side, organizing the gatherings are on my memo. Meaning, i will plan for one definitely=D

Tml will be the day whereby the Nan Hua Alumni LN will finalize the details of the proposal for night activities. Hopefully everything will go on smoothly. Up nxt will be the alumni appreciation tea party. Plus if Mr Chan gives green light to the prep camp that i've brought up, there's gng to be another round of planning to do. I will do my best, to make sure that all the above mentioned events and activities will be carried out flawlessly.

2009-12-04T23:54:00.002+08:00

Infocomm chalet is super fun! haha. Shant recap on the things we did. Overall it was alright. Was rather disappointed at one point. tot i made a wrong choice, wrong decision. But wen she return and tries to put things back, i know she has the potential. It's just the attitude that needs tweaking.

BUT OVERALL IT'S FUN! BOTTOMS UP!

Today was the first meeting with the NHOC planners. everything went well except for the one million times the SJAB march by the alumni room. Tsk.

Want to meet up with all of you. But im enjoying keeping myself busy. My life is so full of life once again.

To those who care, Im doing well. Im happy.

Nan Hua Orientation Camp 2010

2009-11-26T12:30:00.002+08:00

Hello readers! would like to let you guys know that i will be planning the Nan Hua High School Orientation Camp Night Event 2010. Was known to be campfire night in the past but due to logistics constraints, we are going to change a name for it and call it something else. Until we come up with it=.=

Anyway, would like to extend an invitation to all ex NHHS students out there who are willing to come back and help out in organizing or facilitating the event itself. Camp date will fall on the 15th and 16th of January 2010. It's unsure whether the alumni have to stay over though.

What to expect:
- Endless fun (at least until the camp ends)
- OC camp T-shirt for Student Leaders
- Free meals!

Looking for (In particular current sec 4s, those who have just graduated)
- Camp Planners
- Camp facilitators
- Students with talents who are willing to perform for us during the night! e.g. DANCE, BEATBOX, SINGING etc..

Those interested can contact me on my phone, or leave a tag, or leave a msg on my fb wall, or email me.

THANK YOU!!!

2009-11-24T22:06:00.002+08:00

You deny me of all the things that i've wanted to do.
You deny me of the school that i wanted to go.
You deny me of all the schools that i went to.
You deny me of all the efforts that i've put in.
You deny me of all my opportunities.
You deny me of all my acknowledgment.

Whatever.

2009-11-20T02:52:00.001+08:00

I realised i haven had any sales lately due to exams.... really running low on cash... feel very insecure...

NAN HUA HIGH SCHOOL PROM NIGHT: 5 more seats for alumni table. $38 dollars each ticket. Maritus Mandarin. Monday evening. Let me know if u are interested.

2009-11-12T20:30:00.003+08:00

I feel like im such a letdown... It gets harder the harder i try... I wonder what is the point of doing this. I think, that's it la..

2009-11-10T12:08:00.002+08:00

Right after the papers, i will:

1.) Pack for infocomm chalet. LOL~
2.) Prepare for NH prom night stuff (will i be too late then?)
3.) Start planning for nxt year's CNY event
4.) Organize some class gathering. (6J, 204, 309)
5.) Take up driving
6.) Officially launch my computer sales business (prior to that plan some low cost marketing)
7.) Medical check up

The above mentioned activities are subjected to change and are not listed in any forms of rankings or hierarchy.

Today, the war begins. Disregard the results, im going to do my best. Death till the last man.
Tomorrow, it will all be over. And we will smile once again. all the best to those going through the same ordeal. And thank you for the wishing. If i were to tell you the results and my decisions in the future, dun judge. Just wish me the best of luck, again. Thanks.

What doesnt kill me, makes me stronger~

2009-11-09T19:39:00.002+08:00

I realised after all these years, to really follow my heart if i feel that i'm right.

To all those out there who are confused, don't be. Do what you want to do. Don't mind what the other thinks, don't think about how other look at you, don't care about how others will feel about your decision. Decide for yourself, not for others. Whatever it is, make sure you have no one else to blame after that.

2009-11-08T03:36:00.003+08:00

Omnia 2 users, if u find the windows mobile alarms a little too soft to wake u up, go download Galarm 1.5.1. I personally think this alarm is one that i've dreamt of. ( not the irony ) i believe ive shared with a lot of pple about coming up with an alarm clock software to be put on fone. It will work in such a way that to switch the alarm off will be more troublesome than to just press the dismiss button. There are a series of mazes and simple calculation questions to trigger thinking and make sure the "victims" dun fall back into the bed again.

google it today!

2009-11-06T01:21:00.003+08:00

I am hoping for something that people out there are hoping for. Only difference is i dare not voice it out. Yea, it's so not typical of my style to keep to myself. Well if you know wad im talking about, then good for u. Or it may even be good for me if it's the intended someone. Back to reality, it's nv gng to be the case.

Im looking to go on a trip with my family, anywhere. Now that the whole family can put aside sometime, i hope there's gng to be a trip coming along the way.. I dun care where, just out of here.

I dun save, i spend a lot. And this particular character reflects my lifestyle. He can afford to just have enuf for food. But i need to have enuf for my drugs as well. So after all, perhaps my intended lifestyle-to-be would remain just as a dream..

I dun really care how pple see me anymore. the fact that i have made up my mind to stay on already made me aware of what there is to come. Whatever that may be, it's just not what there are now. If u see it as me being unrealistic, maybe i am. But who cares? if everything were to be realistic and practical, what's there to dream about? What about those who desperately hopes for miracles?

At the end of the day, i may not do well. But i believe that knocking down one hurdle in the race isn't going to stop me halfway on the track. Im gng to finish it anyway. I may stumble, i may fall, but im gng to get everyone watching me, rather than the one who passes the finishing line long ago. What matters is that i complete the race in the end.

follow ur instincts, do what you desire. For all you know, you might be taking ur last breath reading this line. And u shall collapse and hear ur heartbeat decelerate to eventually nothing. And then u're gng to get this flashback of ur life uve had in HD. Then, look at what you've done, think about what you've not.

Life, is about having a balance..

2009-10-30T22:40:00.001+08:00

What kind of natural disaster will we experience? If u say Singapore is safe, i'd say u are ignorant... will we be prepared? Hmmm..

2009-10-29T17:30:00.002+08:00

When things have only just started to change.

I want to confess that im not doing well. I dun even dare to try full papers at this point of time. the time that i have? maybe around 10 days? i really dun care about the results, but it doesnt feel good knowing that i haven done enough, knowing that i could have done more. But this whole thing is getting so boring. Really really boring.. Should have just started to do something else instead of wasting my time like that.

I hope everything ends soon. i want my life back.

2009-10-28T01:11:00.002+08:00

Is everybody going crazy?

We, the human beings, are too engrossed in the advancement in technologies, that we do not even care about the by products as long as it serves a particular purpose. Somethings to think about:

Why do we have multiple layers of packaging? E.g. The box, the styrofoam, bubble wrap, transparent plastic bac, then the product.

Why do we need a shoebox and a plastic bag for it when we buy shoes?

Why do we need disposable cutlery when we "dabao" food home?

Why are food served in disposable containers even when we are dining in?

My epiphany:
We, the human beings, should keep the useful developments and eliminate the unnecessary ones. That the only way to solve this crisis is not to come up with some new or better technology. We should make the necessary sacrifices and perhaps even fall back on traditional technologies. In order to save this planet.

There's always a solution to every problem.

2009-10-20T01:30:00.002+08:00

" for a moment, i spoke without faking an accent." He told me. I wanted to ask him "what for?" And then i thought to myself, was the question meant for the stopping, or for faking an accent... there are certain things in life that we do for a purpose. It may seem unnecessary to others, but others may also get used to it, or even think that that is just how he or she is like. Till the point when all of us get into it and we stop realising that we are... and then we named it personality...

I, for once dun have to pretend anymore. Because those days are finally over. I no longer have to pretend that i can smile in front of you, or you. Because i don't even see you anymore. Am not going to see you anymore. I felt a sense of relieve and i thought maybe you will feel the same way too. But if we thought about it, does it mean that we care? Or cared?

After forcing some invitation to a study session upon myself, i did math at starbucks today. the apple on my ipod startup screen got eaten away wen i tried to switch it on... Listened to the few albums that i have on my fone. thanks to the presence of 3.5mm port on my fone, i can use my own headfone to silence out the tribal music that plays regularly at JP2. Everyone's sick of the same thing. Wonder why they arent leaving after so many mths... Some conclusions that i've made:
1.) They arent earning enuf to buy themselves air tickets back to their tribe...
2.) They now live in The Centris...

Had Billy Bombers for dinner. Billy's Balognaise. Strawberry milkshake. back to *bucks for more heart-stopping action.. FP extra and went home. My name is Monopoly Wong=D

I enjoyed myself today because i did a good deed. WTH.

2009-10-14T02:13:00.002+08:00

Spending a lot of money lately. Bought 2 shirts for 80, new jeans for 40 in just like 1 hour? that's max shopping timing for man i guess. See, try, pay. learn gals. LOL! Jk..

When to get new screen protector for my fone. $20 bucks with anti glare, UV, electro-dunno-wad-bs. then was introduced to a leather case for $50. Bought them all. 15mins.

Windows mobile 6.5 is gng to be out end this year so be on a lookout. Omnia 2 users get to upgrade for free. And same for some other 6.1 fones but cant really rmb which.

recently i keep getting this heartburn feeling. Although not as intense as when it really happens, but it's there for quite sometime already. read on net something regarding the stomach juices reflux could have caused this. In fact most articles mentioned the same thing. So i guess it's happening to me. Haha. very uncomfortable but i guess i can live with it. Maybe speak a little lesser and everyone's gng to be happy.

Had some troubles with Windows live messenger a couple of days back and i'll like to say thank you to those who came online and said hi to me so that i can add u guys back onto my contact list. had a good chat with some good old frens and im all psyched up to organize a gathering of some sort at the end of the year. Ive always tot that the parties that i used to organize at my place were quite bad but turns out some of you guys enjoyed it. So i guess im gng to do it agaiN! that besides the point, I retrieved all my contacts from everyone's top web, facebook. And i have everyone's contact back online and more=D

i know i haven been putting in enough effort to make things work out. But please don't try to talk me through it because if u realised, i don't really do the things that i don't like to do. So please, back off before and seriously shut myself up from you ok? I dun like to do that and i hope i don't have to.

Oh ya, had an impromptu gathering with the 6J pple. Besides the usual 4 of us, there were Ian, bang Hao and Siew Kwong. had lunner( lunch + dinner) at Crystal jade and we went to play L4D. Played VS mode. HAHA. damn fun. those who are sick of living. Should go play tt/dead. So fun la. I cant stop laughing. Enjoyed the time being monster then wen become survivors, just heck care. LOL~ totally enjoyed it=) Hope to meet up again soon. hopefully more pple=D

2009-10-07T21:25:00.002+08:00

First my contacts on my phonebook all gone...

Now one big portion of my MSN contact list is missing.

2009-10-06T20:46:00.002+08:00

Those who are browsing this page for more omnia 2 tips, im sorry but i haven been exploring my fone lately. I suggest that u guys google "tips for Omnia 2" or things along the line. I realised quite a few sites are set up to guide users already so i guess, im not needed anymore. LOL.

OMNIA2 GUIDE Episode 2 (Ring Volume Bug and Java apps)

2009-10-02T01:11:00.003+08:00

Received some feedback regarding the increasing ring volume of Omnia 2 so here are the registries to rectify the problems:

1.)In HKCU\ControlPanel\SoundCategories\Attenuation
Make DWORD value name: 5 value : 1

2.)In HKCU\ControlPanel\SoundCategories\Ring AttenuationCategory change to 5

3.)Soft reset.

this should help rectify the problems of the initial soft ringers. This is not exactly an issue to me cos my fone is set to vibration mode most of the time. Anyway, in case you haven noticed, the ring volume is bound to the system volume.

* please refer to the previous post on steps and software for registry editting.

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Nxt popular issue discussed is how to play java games on Omnia 2.

Step 1: download Jblend from here.
Step 2: Copy the .cab folder onto the fone and install.
Step 3: download .jar files from any free mobile games site and run them on the fone.
Step 4: Play the games well.

When downloading the game, users should take note of the resolution of the applications that they are downloading. The resolution of the omnia2 screen is 480X800, similar to that of Xperia. till today, very little java games are created for that resolution but if u dun mind games that arent full screen, any resolution near that value shud suffice. I usually download java games from mobiles24. Maybe u guys can look up the omnia hub on google. Maybe they have games there for the newer omnia2=)

thats all for now, thanks for viewing!

OMNIA2 GUIDE Episode 1

2009-09-30T21:17:00.003+08:00

Some of you may know that ive gotten my omnia 2 already. I have explored the fone quite a bit and i shall post up what ive found out.

1.) i think it is quite important that users of this phone realise that the "x" on the top right hand corner of the screen of apps does not actually close the application but on default, minimizes the applications. I realise this the hard way wen i hung my fone for the first time. Wen it finally manage to start moving again, i went to the task switcher and realises that there are 12 programs running simultaneously. I dunno if it's good or bad. 12 programs to lag the fone. You decide.

Solution: the way to prevent this to happen is to shut off the applications totally wen not needed anymore. One can do so by selecting menu of the bottom right of every application and then select "exit" or "end" or anything else along this line. That will really shut off the programs. Alternatively, one can configure the "x" on the top right hand corner of the screen to work as "shut down program" function. Select "start" and the "settings" in the productivity tab. Select "general settings" and then select "button". After which, select ""x" button" and change the tab green. That will enable the "x" button to end running programs.

2.) Many users have complained about the "message sent" msg then pops up from the bottom of the screen every time a message is being sent successfully. Though it is good that it serves as a notification that the msg has been sent, it is actually of not much use. I personally feel that it is redundant and that clicking dismiss is a total waste of my efforts for every msg sent. Also, the notification comes with the same msg tone that u choose, so it seems as if uve got a reply as soon as u sent out a msg. If you are still looking to disable the the msg report, dun bother. That is not the cause. Msg reports are sent into the inbox directly. If u only get the pop ups, it means the msg report function has been disabled. In fact it should be disabled by default.

Solution: WARNING:THE FOLLOWING STEPS MAY RESULT IN MALFUNCTIONING OF YOUR PHONE IF INSTRUCTIONS ARE NOT FOLLOWED CLOSELY. DO IT AT YOUR OWN RISK.
This method is called registry editting. The windows mobile platform works quite the same as the windows OS on computers. And one good tool that professionals have been using is the regedit, to alter the registries for the OS. to remove the pop up, do the following:

1.) Download a 3rd party registry editor. I downloaded mine from here.

2.) Install the program and run it.

3.) Connect ur fone to the computer via USB cable and make sure u enable Microsoft ActiveSync. then search for ur mobile on the regedit program. A whole set of registries should appear.

4.)navigate to the following registry key:

HKEY_LOCAL_MACHINE\Software\Microsoft\Inbox\Settings\

5.) change the value of "SMSNoSentMsg", to 1. Then click on the green button on the top left which say "soft reset" wen u hover ur mse cursor over it. That should restart your phone.

AND U ARE DONE!
ps. The above instructions is said to work for HTC phones as well. As long as your fone runs windows mobile and u think that the pop up is annoying to you. U can try this.

I think i shall stop here for now. More coming up the nxt time i blog. Rock on Omnia 2 fans.

Preview: How to install java games on my omnia2? Stay tuned=)

2009-09-22T00:51:00.002+08:00

The same ideas returned to me today...

i haven been feeling very good today for some reasons which i think shudnt be the reason. to my surprise, the program was ready. But again. it failed me. And the problem is not with windows 7 this time round. I seriously dunno why everything is happening.

I posted an ad to sell my 9800GT. I got some replies.

I need the cash to facilitate the sales... I want to have a standard set of system gng on. I want to end my exams now and start printing my namecards. I want to start a business. I want to earn money fast and soon.

Maybe it's the problem with the day itself. I just dun feel good. Im not feeling good about everything.

2009-09-20T14:00:00.002+08:00

Saw the wrong sets of requirements for Need for Speed Shift (NFSS{sounds like some sec school})

Min required processor is core 2 duo 1.6GHz. I overclocked my P4 to 4.0Ghz, error. I overclocked a dual core to 2.0Ghz, error. Must be core 2 duo then... But the pay out that i got is only enuf for some spare parts. And God knows wen the nxt pay out will be...

Maybe i shud get a donate button from paypal and start collecting donation from pple. In return i will post up a review whenever i buy the parts and try it out... ~

I bought a new keyboard so that my netbook can have the wireless keyboard. Im placing the netbook too far from where i can reach it so naturally i'll need an extended keyboard for it. There's an absolute necessity to buy it.

Hope you are feeling better=)

changed the lenses of my specs cos the coating fell off and everything looks horrible through the specs. was told that hair spray spoils the coating. It's been a long time since ive used hair spray. After changing the lens, i bought a can.

Mum washed my toilet for me. Im gng to eat up all the leftover dishes for her.

I was looking at the class photos and then i start to realised that we've become more distant from each other. the gals to the gals, the guys to the guys. maybe some groups with a mixture. More and more are starting the realise the problem too. Or maybe it's just me?

i need to start with chem again. Oh, thx ms lee=))

2009-09-13T21:45:00.002+08:00

People leave all the time. I guess this time it's no difference this time..

If only the choice was made earlier. Now that everything have changed, there's no point in looking back anymore. Maybe it's just a prank played on me.. I hate the feeling of being played.

SO PLEASE STOP PLAYING ME.

If not for the fact that i do not wish to lose a fren, i would have lost you.. Long ago. Believe me i will..

I shud stop thinking about such things. I wish i could.

2009-09-13T03:09:00.003+08:00

I think im addicted to first person shooter.

I feel good wen the bullet holes appear on the enemy when i open fire. I enjoy the effects of the blood spewing onto the screen. When it happens, a lot of things go tru my mind. but none of them relavant to the game that i was playing. I dun even know wad to think now...I think im turning more violent...

I fell in love today. The best Rou Bao Ive eaten for a long time. The last time i observe similar taste was wen my family went to sao mu in msia. Had rou bao for breakfast then, it was heavenly=)) Im so in love... With a bao...

received a letter that disturbed me the entire day. A letter to seize a property. But within the letter, only some reference number was quoted and the exact property was not mentioned. tried calling the sender but i guess they dun work on saturday... Then i went out already... I think im scared...

Im happy today, after i went out...

2009-09-11T12:41:00.002+08:00

I dreamt that i had my 6 screen work desk...

I think i know what i can do...

Planning to go WCP to study. It's been a while... Darren called me around 12. I thought it was just 9. Haha. Then i asked him y he wake up so early one.. Haha. Din realise until i check the time later.

It's been a while since i got in touch with new songs. Chinese especially. Don't feel the kick of downloading songs anymore. HAha. Working on the download RSS initially, but suan le la. Haha. Too lazy, to even set up the RSS feeds~~~

2009-09-10T02:41:00.002+08:00

I've been searching for schools that provide trainings for computering, especially on the hardware side. came up with nothing. It's weird how pple learn all the skills on their own... Only things that schools teach are networking and programing.

My brain is inclined towards thinking of ways to make the business work. Long term and regular income, so much that i feel guilty for neglecting my A level subjects for the past 3 days or so. I'm starting to observe different business patterns and styles. Hope i really am doing the things that im thinking. I dun want to end up on it just half way tru...

thoughts:

-a blog shop that sells computers, laptops and accessories. will it be good?
-how to let pple trust the 'brand'?
-the methods of payment if it's on blog.
-marketing?
-cost of transportation?

if anybody reading this is familiar with any business models that you think might work. please let me know... meanwhile, i'll conduct yet another experiment:

Mac OS on windows comp.

Ive been sleeping late.. or rather, early...

2009-09-08T00:54:00.002+08:00

Initially, it did occur to me that the most important friendship ties were strained at that particular moment. But i soon realised that i am more confident in this friendship than any others and i know all will be over soon. I believe that it will all be back to the same. Eh, maybe not all.

Im sorry for wad I've done wrong or wad i've not done right. And I promise there will be no next time:)

i said it twice too=))
(I know u're thinking wth)

2009-09-07T17:50:00.002+08:00

There's so many movies that i want to watch. It's the period of the year when all the good movies play in the cinema. And for each individual, it's either no time or no money so cant finish all the movies. For me, no company.

-The Proposal
-The Time Traveller's Wife
-Dance Flick

Please ask me out to watch any of the movies. Thanks.

2009-08-31T13:30:00.002+08:00

Mum woke me up at around 6.15, asked me if i had school. And i told her no. But i still woke up a while later. Washed up, then went to the living room to watch channel Newsasia. Apparently Japan Democratic Party had won the election by a landslide. How will it affect the slow economy in Japan?

Besides the point. Drank HL milk and waited for time to pass. Then Mum reached home after sending sis to school and i told her i was gng to XNPS. LOL~ My sister studies there fyi.

Took a morning stroll to XNPS. I took my own sweet time cos i know everyone tt im meeting will definitely be late. Still reached there on time... Maybe it's in my blood to be punctual. LOL~Isabella reached in awhile followed by Michele. While entering the school compound, we were stopped by the security guard. Was told that visiting hours begins at 11am till 1pm. So we told the guard we wun be free then and we got some gifts for the teachers. So he told us to leave it at the GO. So we agreed. Signed in, surrendered IDs, but we dint go anywhere near the GO. Haha. Walked straight into the canteen. Found Ms Ng outside the HOD room, subsequently Mr Tan. Got Kinder Bueno from him=)) Asked to go to the gallery, i dunno y. LOL~

Watched some pretty spastic performances and LOL at the PA crew. Damn suck. The video crew also damn joke.
E.g.1=> This videographer, supposed to be stabilising the camcorder. But then when the music plays, he started to tap the tripod along with the music. LOL~ Was thinking if he was trying to achieve some sort of effects. HAHa. really hilarious.
E.g.2=> First dance performance by 4 gals. Apparently they have forgotten their dance steps and have screwed up pretty bad. Till the extend that they are just staring at each other on the stage. The PA crew cud have ended their misery by fading off the music. But they did not. So just play for another around 2 mins or so. LOL~
E.g.3.=> The second dance group started in a kneeling position. Then the PA crew played the wrong song. So the dance group remained kneeling. But apparently the PA crew didnt realise they played the wrong song so they let the song play on. Which is LOL. Cos that group knelt there for that entire song, smart enuf to move out after that wrong song ended.

Michele has Lab at 9.30 so need to rush off. Din catch the last performance. Kidnapped Ms Ng from the hall and we ended chatting along a hot and humid corridor. chatted and took fotos. 3 lolis from Ms Ng. Din want to take so many but she insisted that i get them for those who have made a difference in my life. I think im keeping all 3 for myself. =))

Breakfast with Isabella at 907 while Ms Lee chiongs up the overhead bridge to NTU.

Went home.

Wanted to sleep but was asked to do office work. Made some calls, typed some letters, surfed mom.gov.sg.

I dun feel like studying. Sad to say, i might end up in poly after JC. Haha. Please Dun Judge.

For fotos, please go Facebook. BB

2009-08-26T14:39:00.000+08:00

I should be in room 310 now, wrecking my brain to solve physics questions.

2009-08-24T02:40:00.002+08:00

So i opened each msn windows and typed " gtg, exam tml. Morning paper. "
Then i signed out off msn, checked a few regular blogs as usual. Then went to facebook to add a new status. Then put my comp to standby mode. Switched off my secondary monitor and went to my room with my uniform. Checked my fone, set the alarm and laid on the bed. Time check, 0023 hours. Tossed about on my bed. time check 2: 0103 hours. tossed about some more. Time check 3: 0215 hours.

And here i am, blogging...

Went to play pool with baoxian, james and luxuan at BBCSC last afternoon. prior to that, i was sleeping all the while. I think i was awaken by my 10am alarm to send an impt sms. after that i went to sleep till around 2pm. Then washed up, lunch and cabbed to BBCSC. reached there liao then realised that no more cash on me, so went to ask the pool guy for the nearest machine.He directed me to some CC nearby. Still, i couldn't find the machine so i checked with the office. They then directed me to West Mall... Walked to westmall then draw money and proceeded back to CSC again... was initially early, turned out i was late after i got the money~~ nvm, still earlier than luxuan. the games were alright. Luxuan is damn pro. Too bad the person who is supposed to be impressed didn't turn up...

Pool ended. Initially lu xuan wanted to eat KFC. then turned out he didnt want to eat anymore, so we all went our own ways. Ok, they were all on the same way except for me~~~ Trained to Pioneer to meet Michele, Isabella and her bro for dinner at nihon mura. The usual la, just talk and laugh lo. and eat of cos-.-

walked all of them home, isabella and bro first then michele. Got teh ping on route. Watched Da Mo Jing. Then came online, msned, FBed, blogsurfed.

So i opened each msn windows and typed " gtg, exam tml. Morning paper. "
Then i signed out off msn, checked a few regular blogs as usual. Then went to facebook to add a new status. Then put my comp to standby mode. Switched off my secondary monitor and went to my room with my uniform. Checked my fone, set the alarm and laid on the bed. Time check, 0023 hours. Tossed about on my bed. time check 2: 0103 hours. tossed about some more. Time check 3: 0215 hours.

And here i am, blogging...

2009-08-22T01:57:00.002+08:00

now that i dun have a PC anymore, i have to do everything with my low power atom processor. And i really mean everything. HD videos turned out like shit and facebook game are running slow mo. Arh~

just completed my final destination marathon and im all set for FD4. LOL. Already extended my invitation to some of you all. Not expecting a positive reply anyway. Haha. Too sadistic already. It makes u fear about every little thing. O, found out that Ali Larter showed up in FD1 and 2! She looks noob on FD 1 though...

Finished all the available episodes of fringe. HOho. I really relaxed myself the whole of today man. Gonna start revising for the coming papers=)) Take care everyone! All the best=)

2009-08-21T01:24:00.002+08:00

I guess things have been going well for prelims.

Tues, math. Attempted every questions and i dare say most parts. Still a bit unclear but i glad i didnt skip any questions at all.

Wed, GP. Im writing the right length, im using the techniques taught. I planned tru my essay with details. I think i put up a good argument in the end.

Thurs, Econs P2. Did the micro questions and i wrote the right length i guess. Maybe too long. Macro wise, i cudnt complete. O, i did 2 micro. So i got most of it done i guess?

im feeling good so far. Guess wad i have to pay off is my msi board not being able to boot up. Despite the fact that i have created a boot up diskette with the help of Michele's A drive. Haiz... sad case.

On with my fringe marathon. Anybody wants it, i have episodes 1 to 20 with me now. Pass me a hard disk or something=))

2009-08-17T23:02:00.002+08:00

I really need to keep a high momentum going for my studies. I need a routine session to tie me down. I plead guilty to my disability to allocate my resources efficiently. this misallocation of resources results in test failures, exam failures etc.

Tie me down to a study table, somebody..

85 days left till i declare war on A levels.. Preps shud start...soon...

2009-08-17T01:37:00.002+08:00

Maybe im just doing the talking as far as i can.. Im seriouusly screwed somehow. I seriously think that after everything, i might just go to poly in the end. Im not getting what i want, and im upset about it..

Tried to study. And i only did math questions that i know of. Din even bother to find out the right answers. Reason being, im not interested.

Windows 7. I tried the pirated version crash. Tried it again, used for 1 day, crashed. Downloaded the RC version, ran well. Ram low cap, bot new ram. MSI BIOS update prompted me to update my BIOS, i did, but the process failed. It then prompted me to restart comp. And i did without backwarding it to the older version of the BIOS. All i have now is a dead board. I need a diskette drive to salvage it... But im not going to buy. Cos i will not use it that frequent.. Tried USB flash, dun work on old boards. I tried so hard, reason being im interested in this area.

I want to do this for the rest of my life. Reason being, it has now become a true passion of mine.

Im not seeing the dates for prelims anymore. Help me..

2009-08-16T09:25:00.001+08:00

Slept at around 2 to 3 and woke up at 7+.. went out for breakfast looking deprived of sleep...

Office work gng to stretch on till today... Haiz..

2009-08-15T14:37:00.001+08:00

Blogging with windows 7 system.

Im not sure if it's my brain playing tricks, but IE8 seems to work well with windows 7.

Hmmm...

2009-08-15T12:00:00.002+08:00

Tried Windows 7 again last night on my almighty Pentium 4 system. Managed to boot it up and get a feel of what Windows 7 is like. It boots much faster than Vista for all I know. reviews mentioned the speed is negligible, but let me tell u,7 is definitely faster than the dying Vista. Im running 32-bit Ultimate by the way. specs of my comp are as follows:

1.) Pentium 4 3.2 gHz
2.) 512 MB DDR2 533Mhz Ram
3.) 6200 GC
4.) 80GB IDE HDD

Have yet to receive my activator yet so it should be quite troublesome to go online. tried watching videos with it, of cos there are lags(cos of my GC), but everything seems fine. Couldn't really test out much la. But i had a feel of it so i think it's better. I can move on from good old XP after i get my copy of it=))

2009-08-14T15:54:00.002+08:00

watching this very old show.

Im starting to think that only those very old shows have meaning. Those simple storylines that have very special meanings behind it. It seems almost too idealistic at some point, but isnt it good if everything is this simple? I think only taiwanese script writers have this kind of abilities these days. refering to those ou xiang ju hor, not those long winded traditional taiwan drrama.

really shud be studying...

2009-08-13T22:20:00.003+08:00

我决定都用华语来更新=)

2009-08-11T09:07:00.002+08:00

看似有很多的读者，但事实上却并非如此。

我的小小脑袋里，藏着很多属于你的画面。

日常的生活中，往往能找到你留下的痕迹。

漫漫长夜里，我渴望能够凝视到你的背影。

轮到白昼，只求器材上出现你美丽的字迹。

忏悔道，我也曾经拥有过但还不懂得珍惜。

如今，就算已经学会了也未必能得够得到。

求，你给我一个生存的目标和爱你的可能。

遇见你也或许是上帝他给予我最好的安排。

2009-08-11T01:38:00.002+08:00

我可以对很多人有好感。但是我爱的，只有你一个。

got this quote from a local movie which i just watched on Okto. about 2 guys who attempts to woo each others' wives cos they suspect their wives of having an affair with other men. So it's sort of like a test. The wives reacted cos the guys did really nice things. turns out the wives found out it's a test. so they went home and got scolding from their respective husbands. So one of the couples had this argument (summarized):

Guy: U cheap, u slut, u bitch, got guys then jump on them, despo!@#@!$#....

Gal: But he did give me a positive feeling (好感), how do u expect me to react?

Guy: you have positive feelings for every man. u cheap, u slut, u bitch etc etc..

Gal: I may have positive feelings for every man, but i only love you. (left the room)

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So there, i quoted from the actress and tot i could use it for myself.

<<我可以对很多人有好感。但是我爱的，只有你一个。>>

to 对我/我对你有好感的人 “对不起，是我给你错误的印象。但是你只是很多人的其中之一。”

to <只有你一个> "从来都没有停止过,一秒都没有.我愿你能在以后,未来,接纳我的存在."
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Short term goals=> Mug hard
Long term goals=>Find some answers to a super open ended question; bet on my level of patience.

2009-08-10T16:40:00.002+08:00

Blogging for Jp starbucks. I think i like their wireless signal cos it does not need any sort of sign up or sign in unlike wireless@SG.

today is very unproductive i dunno y. The same pple, same shop name, but different level of productivity. I think i shud go home and mug there. Perhaps this is the dfference between jp starbucks and HV starbucks.

On a side note, Happy Birthday Sacha. Wanted to sms you at midnight but i fell asleep. Haha. Ps a. hope everything goes well for u this and the coming years. Do well for ur last year=))

The same images keep appearing in my head. The same scene, the different methods of handling the situation, but still the same results in the end. I fear that this is the way that things will really end up in the end. Maybe It's fated to be that way. haha. anyway, i think i will just try my best. Uphold my principle at least:)

2009-08-09T03:37:00.003+08:00

I paused to think.

I thought really hard about it.

I came to a conclusion.

I shall just stand by what I know is right.

For all this time that has passed.

Many things changed.

Except for one.

2009-08-06T20:25:00.001+08:00

Unofficially the last day of school today. Tml's gng to be national day celebrations in school so i dun think i will be gng back. Quoting from whom shall not be quoted "If you all think it's a waste of time, just stay home and study ok?"

Some pple just wudn't grow up. haha. Still living in his own world.

Had a great time for the last day of school. Skipped Physics revision lecture on gravitation. Managed to do some of the questions on my own. NEed to revise the formulas and definition. Did math TYS halfway then Davita joined me at the table. then there was KaiXian's class discussing whether to pon PC. did math TYS. Then went off to collect econs notes. After which went up to library to find the rest playing risk. So being hungry, i went to have my lunch with davita.

Econs lesson is very interesting. I dunno y i seem to be able to write out what i know in an actual script. But wen mr ho is gng tru, i kind of got most of the main ideas right. So im consulting him soon. 4 questions i promised myself. I must do it!

waited for space at the lib again after lesson, then risked again. I learnt to play for the first time. think there's some flaws in how we are playing it la. so the game was pretty bad. But had a good laugh though=)

one more week. That's it. Prelims. Hohoho. Exciting.=)

Super Sunday

2009-08-02T22:12:00.003+08:00

A lot of u asked me.. The answer is yes... I have a dog now. But im not taking any photos and putting it up cos i dun really like dogs in the first place(prefer cats) and dun want to get emotionally attached with all the fotos in the fone and stuff. then end up the dog kena eaten up or something(not implying that it will happen.) So. Yes, i do have a dog now. It's white, it's lazy. It's dirty all the time so it's brown actually. He shud be an ox instead, digs up the entire garden effortlessly, macham ox plough the land for the farmer. Just that ox create less mess.

Woke up very early for a sunday to attend the annual economist convention at SP auditorium. Sounds posh, but it's actually just a seminar for students to understand the current economic situation. So basically the whole thing was focused on the sub prime crisis. Pretty insteresting and insightful. learnt all the new terms like "deleverage" and more. (The notes not with me.) Chun Hui was with me but he slept tru the entire thing proclaiming that the entire topic being discussed is irrelavant to the A level that we are gng to take. I would agree to a large extent. But i did learn a great deal of things. There's this particular lecturer, name is Jimmy i think. He's damn cool. He's like this economist who part time as a stand up comedian. I think the entire auditorium woke up for him. He dislikes iphones too, so i think i like him. (Im not gay..)

Went Chun Hui's hse to repair his internet system but to no avail. Ended up watching "kang xi lai le" on his laptop. LOL. Meeting with jas was cancelled due to unforeseen circumstances.

Proceeded to JP for a shopping spree. bought 2 berms. Go all the nice nice shops cant find the simple simple berms that i want. ended up finding them at Giodano.. Like wth right? tried G2000, but theirs like uncle uncle. OMG.. wad is happening to G2k... tried on their 70 long sleeves, tried a lot. Din buy in the end. Heheh. eyeing on those with cuff links de. I think they are cool. the only reason that im not buying is cos i dun need it yet. So not now.

came home and chill totally. Decided not to study, then rewatch "Sniper" on TV. Yes i managed to plug in my RGB cable to the back of my TV. totally awesome. Fried rice with the left over rice last night. I think damn nice. Looks like Din Tai Fung's shrimp fried rice, without the shrimps. The taste different cos i used chicken instead. LOL~ but the colour same same. The bright yellow. So nice. I had a small bowl. Decide to go on diet. LOL.

dad's wearing 38 inch pants and im wearing 34. WTH~ I think i have a fetish for loose and baggy clothes that's y. time for some changes. Or maybe im just fat. Boo hoo hoo... eat less, move more.

Im like preparing for dunno wad. I think im falling into the trap of narcissism. Expensive apparels and all. i have to stop.

2 more weeks to prelims. Im almost ready. I can do it. >D

2009-08-01T22:04:00.002+08:00

sis: "I was sleeping, then i woke up and i knew jie jie switched off the fan. but i went back to sleep. Then i woke up perspiring. She's damn evil."

Me:"the fan is just at ur feet, cant u go switch it on urself?"

Sis:"Shut up la kay po gia, not talking to you right?"

Mum:"Dun wake up then look for things to quarrel about ok?"

Me:"It's not like she's handicap or anything."

Mum:"Just shut up."

Me:" Fine."

Sis:"Kay po gia."

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Sis:" have u had dinner yet"

Me: "no, but u can have the fish on the table."

Sis: " no, i feel like having something else."
walks away to call mum, told her that i wasnt gng to cook for her.

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Sis:" Mum, i wanna drink coke."

Mum:" ok."

I was entering the kitchen and i saw her shaking the whole 1.5l of coke, then slowly opening the cap to let the gas out bit by bit.

Me:" wad are u doing? Put it back into the fridge right now."

Mum:" since she's doing it already y ask her to put it back into the fridge?"

Me:" to keep the drink carbonated."

Dad:" she doesnt know what, scold her for what? Besides who so stupid go and buy big bottles of soft drinks? I would buy the canned ones. That is if im gng to buy coke."

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All the above mentioned "sis" are with reference to my younger sister. bloody hell she's been pissing me off the entire day. the first conversation happened in the morning, she complained about my elder sis switching off her fan. So i was commenting that the fan's switch is just by her bed and y cant she go get it. And that is all i get for teaching my sister to be more independent.

Went out for a while and got myself a pet bottle coke. Then she want to share. fine. Mum and dad went to watch the NDP preview show so left me and her at home. I could have just asked anyone nearby in the neighbourhood out for dinner but i dint. So im supposed to be her maid and cook for her wadeva she wants to eat. Mum returns and said " you very useless leh, i go out a while u also cannot cook something for ur sister." bloody fuck, the fish is on the table, everyone is eating that and she cant take the fish.

then she proceeded to the kitchen to do that coke stunt. Gave it to her on the spot. Bloody hell. I bot it with my own cash, she wants to drink, fine, drink. Then she lets out all the gas from a bottle of CARBONATED drink. Dunno what's wrong with her puny brain. Fucking bimbo and mum agrees with her all the way. She's gng to rot in hell wen she grows up. I wonder when. I can only wish her the best of luck, such that she dun get killed anytime soon. If she does, u guys probably know who the murderer is.

2009-07-31T22:17:00.003+08:00

I guessed i've made myself clear. just a few more months to go. all the best to me. And all the best to all of u guys out there too..

Cant walk today, so im stuck to my study desk till like 7?

Feel like getting the pair of berms from Edit... ARGH~ see la, i said i dun want to go that shop already ma... Force me to go...

Ion launched their Digital screen this evening. Damn nice. I din see it live. saw it on the news. It's like playing now..

Quantum is difficult to understand. I guess Thomas Tan is right, i wun be able to answer the explanation questions well. but as least for now, i know how to calculate. Simon Leow's method of memorizing works for me. He didn't exactly told me to do anything, but his method of copying things to learn multiple times work for me. It's like writing xi zi in primary school i guess?

Ok, i'll be good and start mugging till it's time to sleep.

Bye bye=))

2009-07-30T03:00:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday Mum
Happy Birthday Jasmine

Celebrated 2 birthdays in a row. It’s really fun.

Mum’s Birthday (28/7/09):
Mum went out at 7 and so we started preparing for her mini bday party. Went to buy an mp3 player such that she can record, listen to her classic songs and record stuff for her english lesson. Then bought KFC family feast, drew a card, collected cake, then went back home. Quickly pumped in her liu wen zheng’s albums into the mp3 player. She returned home around 10 plus after her english lesson, so we greeted her and she went to the dining hall and guess she was glad to see all the things that we’d prepared for her. Then the usual la, sing song, cut cake, eat and chatted. Learnt about the divorce of my cousin. Anyway, younger sis blurted out the prices again. I swear nv to let her know such details ever again. Not the first time already. Grrr..

Jasmine’s Birthday (29/7/09):
Din get any presents for her so wanted to give her a treat instead. Promised Kuishinbo but was full today. It’s like we have to pay the full amt but then can only eat for 2 hours. So a bit bo hua. Was supposed to study for physics but after like 2 hours, ended up on intensive research for restaurants. Internet was crazy at that point so was quite frustrated. Persevered. Made several calls and enquire about their food and prices. Ended up, we decided to go Seoul Garden at Ngee Ann City. Ladies Night, so they din allow table reservations. Meaning, all the previous researches were unnecessary…Met Jas and ZhiXuan at NGC around 6, feasted, then walked ion. The shops close damn early i swear. Like 9 plus then all close tight tight liao… Chilled at starbucks. Then trained+cab home.

Owes ZhiXuan/Jas 8 cups of coffee jelly fraps-Venti~ lol. Played see-who-can-dun-touch-the-pole-the-longest till JE. And i lost. Cos i forgotten i was in the game after a while. lOL. +jasmine powtoh me

Found this new motivation to study this few days. Suddenly there’s a realization of what i want to achieve shortly after the completion of my A levels. Im not sure if i will succeed but im gng to try. LOL. Like what else can be more important that A levels itself right? I dunno.

A new motivation, a new style of learning, i think i have what it takes to work hard, to do well. Till then, please wait for me.

Windows Live Writer

2009-07-20T06:12:00.001+08:00

The dog was barking madly around 4 am, which woke me up, till now…I let him into the back kitchen, then he went to sleep like instantaneously.. Maybe too cold outside or something. Sat there with the dog till around 5, decided to explore my laptop and i found this windows live writer shit. the icon looked like some sort of drawing pad program and so i assumed it to be a software of that sort. Turned out to be a blogging program which consolidates all the different writing websites that i own. For example wordpress, online diaries etc.

Thanks for all those who encouraged me to work hard, i definitely will. I cant wait to get over this soon. Looked back at y i chose to retain, i better do reasonably well for my A levels.

Did a lot of shopping this weekend. Spent around 300 dollars within the 3 days? On a bag, some gifts, slippers and a majority to food.

Im really excited because i saw Omnia II at JP. Means it’s on the rack already! It looks really good although one of the sales person feedback that there are some problems relating to the phone. but i dun care man. Most likely im gng to buy it over the nxt few mths. screw ns. LOL. Im gng to buy it=)=) But before, i guess i will wait for Omnia HD to be released first, then i will choose the better one. Depends on how i feel wen i lay my hands on it. Haha.

Ok, time for me to go get ready for school. take care pple=)

2009-07-08T02:37:00.002+08:00

"Do u want to study or not?"
"If really given the choice, i choose not to."

Many came to me asking about my crude msn nick. They soon understood why i was feeling frustrated. Thanks to those who care and i did learn a few things through these little chats. Also attracted some of the contacts which i haven clicked on for ages. haha.

If u are observant enough to look at the time when this post was created, you would have realised that i am still unable to correct my sleeping pattern. Im still staying up. Thank God the time table is rather short for tml.

Din go to Bedok today cos it was raining wen i got home. Pouring in fact. Din want the comp parts to get drenched. So i guess i will make the delivery tml. It's been a long time since i plugged my earpiece into my iPod and i realise that the left side is no longer working. Prepared my soldering iron thinking that it's just the wires on the drivers being ripped out. But i notice nth wrong when i opened it up.. HAiz.. Probably will get another set from SLS tml. After bedok?

Had Chem CT paper 2 yesterday...

I could have completed my econs assignments if i knew i wud stay up till now.. Only done section A. section B undone.

hanging on to MAth and Econs. I haven touched Physics for sometime..

Im down with flu..

Im gone.

2009-07-01T22:30:00.007+08:00

I dunno wads wrong with me but i think im not feeling the rush enough. Im dunno left with how many months left but all i do at home is everything else but studying. I know in my head that i should start doing something. I keep telling myself to just start, but there's so many tmls in my mind. I have studied a total of 8 hours. done math only. And i think that's the only paper that i am confident in passing thus far. More than half the paper done, knowing that it shud be correct. Thanks to Michele Lee who has helped me with 5 hours of math, drained my laptop's battery (it's a 6-cell) and then pangseh me for stingray on that very day. The following day, i studied from 4 to 8 but moving around at times. And after that day, I lived with comps everyday. Not excessive gaming, but repairing or buying. And yet i didnt sacrifice my time for outings. I dunno wa am i doing. Im not exceptionally smart and this is getting me nowhere. 3 years of junior college and i think im gng to flung it. WTH.

My previous tutor told me "Sry but i cant help you. Think u shud get a gf and get motivated."

Pretty inspiring, but i guess i shall live up to the end of the deal. My deal. For whatever the ending is going to be, I think i will just get on with life in one way or the other. Sometimes i wish one of those bubbles in my syringe would just take me away to reunite with those i loved. But i think doing it on purpose would deny me of my chance to really understand or realise what im truly capable of.

I have this business plan in mind, which i have told those who are closer to me. Yes they did laugh it off but that has become a goal for me. I've been thinking, planning, dreaming about all the details. But if u have planned enough, you will realise that everything starts off with a capital. A capital to be risked.

ORD/ROD for infocomm 2008 batch of EXCOs and i think i will be there. For what i dunno. I think im holding one more ALN meeting this saturday. For what? A lot of reasons, but none requires my present i guess. But one thing i know for sure, if im not holding it, noone will. Is it going to end just like that? Is everything to be planned, only? I wish i have more of such things to do, to step into the real world, the actual society. take my school life away. Im suffocating.

Im truly glad that we managed to converse today. I think all this while i was just being sensitive. Carin addressed the class regarding class bonding, and the 4 guys have promised to start a buddy system and not hang out amongst themselves. But i guess we already lost the foundation to begin with. I will do my best though. hope it all turns out well.

Yea, all the words. Something else:

this Advertisement is my favourite for now. so spastic. LOL~

Self explanatory:)

Dun look down on my laptop ok!

6 cups of jelly in the coffee series Frappe at starbucks. All for the price of $0.00!

2 platters for 3 personXD

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My Cute Cousin=)

2009-06-15T07:59:00.002+08:00

Should be on train to tanah merah by now. but due to unforeseen circumstances, i foolishly trained to clem,reaching around 7.10, and was told that the ubin trip was cancelled. Peak hour, i hate squeezing, i cabbed home.

had a great time yesterday. Woke up in the afternoon to confirm the trip to Kuishin Bo. called the JP branch and made a reservation. Then washed up, went to some company with parents,bought ice cream and went to pass it to poor Eisabess. Still limping and the dog still barking.. Trained back to pioneer and walked to michele's hse. dunno wads wrong with me to walk from there~ Long walk, only to realise that her printing problem is probably due to the wrong catridge... Anyway, played facebook at her place till it's almost time for Kuishin Bo. Left home a bit earlier to get the ink before dinner.

Bought the ink, met isabella, the feast starts. sorry no fotos cos busy eating and laughing. There's always laughter wen michele's around.LOL! To my dismay/surprise/horror, i saw Lihui at the counter... LOL~ STALKER MAN! ok, carried on eating. Tried to pick up the song but couldn't.

After dinner, walked over to Safra for pool. played till around 11 plus. I thought i had a draw game with isabella cos i pocketed the black ball 2X but the gals say it was 3:2 already. then try to let nooby mich pocket a few balls. And so i lost a meal of NYNY. o, forget to mention that i had a bet with Michele regarding the cartridge's numbers and i won a free meal of kuishin bo! But, i converted it to become an NYNY treat for isabella instead. See nice me. But good karma is just not working.

walked home and met yiyong on the way. sat down for teh bing. chatted and carried on walking. sent the gals home and reached home at 1.30~~ slept. woke up at 6. walked out with bro. Took bus with him to boon lay, then train to clem after that. Reached at 7.10. receive sms at 7.14, Irving's got stomachache, Ubin trip cancelled. To meet at clem at 3pm for pool.Peak hour, I hate squeezing, so i cabbed home.

2009-05-28T21:56:00.002+08:00

Couldn't walk again this morning. It's getting more frequent. I have handed in i dunno how many letters to excuse myself from lessons.

I finish reading a novel. It's like a big deal for me for those who know me. LOL~ It's one that is based on a true story. Pretty good one, but books have never failed to hypnotise me into a deep sleep=)

holidays are coming and it's time for the extreme changes to be made... Yes, to mug hard. On the other hand, there are activities lined up for me for the weekends as well. More specifically Kbox sessions=)

so whoever wants to book me, let me know in advance:))

2009-05-25T23:32:00.002+08:00

I was interrogated at school today by quite a few pple today regarding seeing me at JP with another gal... ~ It's like when a guy goes out with a gal, that person is definitely the gf or bf?~ But too bad, nope, no gf as yet. Single and available till graduation=) Maybe i will be voted as the prom king this year and my gf shall be none other than the prom queen herself. HOHO. But if is prom queen then confirm got bf liao hor... Aiya... Dun care la. See how lo. Maybe i can crash NH prom and get to know any cute gals? LOL~

A couple of things in mind for this coming holidays, I need to get my MEGA MINDMAP done up and shown to Mr Ho one of the days. First 2 weeks will be packed with remedials and mass lectures so wanna book me? Email me 3 days in advance. (Sat and Sun not included)

I think the NH Alumni Leaders Network is looking good for now with various things coming up such as the Appreciation Reception.. tentatively on March 11. Hope i can see though to it. More projects coming up i guess...

My hand is swollen and i cant write...

I managed to repair my dad's N96. Now i can repair phones too...~ Not licensed yet. HAHA.

Gtg... BB~